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I forgot I had this thing. I think everyone has myspace now or something, I do not. I hate that shit.
This is so weird. I work pretty much full time right now. I really need to go to school, i don't want to be stuck witha shitty job my entire life. I think i'm pretty smart, and if I need to learn something, it's pretty easy to do, so i shouldn't have troubles. I kind of miss the old days, right now i've been with my BF for about 2 years, it feels like a lifetime. I'm stuck in Palmyra now, and i'll tell ya what.. there's absolutly nothing to do here. It gets boring..
Teddy brought home a purebred pitbull yesterday, he's still a puppy, and he has light brown coat with white markings. He also has blue eyes, he's a purty one 8) Not sure if we are going to keep 'em. I hope so, and at the same time.. i don't know how i can deal with ANOTHER animal at this time.
I haven't played FFXI in so long right now. I haven't been to my house a whole lot to play it. I do plan on visiting my parents a lot more often, I miss them muchly. I have been playing WoW a decent amount, and GUITAR FUCKING HERO HAHA. I love that game, it's so awesome. Funny enough, South Park just had a Guitar Hero episode yesterday, and it was alright.. not as good as the last 3 episodes that were a series. So good, I even saw the blue meanies from the Yellow Submarine movie from the beatles. It was pure awesomeness. I go up to raystown a bunch because my rents have a camper up there, and a perm. site. It's a lot of fun, I did a lot of Wakeboarding last summer and this summer. Now since it's cold, we just go fishing, and that giant ass lake has every fish inthe entire world in there, probably even the fucking lochness monster. So good times were had, I drank crown last time I went up with our neighboors and listened to the Red Sox game on satellite radio, and they kicked so much ass of course.
My god so much has happened with my life since I last posted, i'd need an entire day to write about this all. I know it sounds pretty lame, but i sort of miss being by myself playing my stupid games, but I know that if i lose Teddy i'll be saying elsewise, so I'm content where I am at for now. I hope we'll be able to make it last, it's going on 2 years right now. We just need to start saving more money so we can buy a computer and i can play FFXI again 8) haha, WoW just gets boring too quick.
As for the 2008 election, VOTE FOR DENNIS KUCINICH, the only plausible, humane candidate. Anywho, I think i'm done, I'm at work anyways, and i'm supposed to train some girl today, I think she will be here shortly.
Love,
Amanda =^.^=
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this year is going to be very interesting...
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[16 Oct 2005|09:49pm] |
I did limbus today for FFXI:
some pictures..
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[02 Oct 2005|06:40pm] |
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well well well..
I have been sick for the past 4-5 days or so.. migrane headache and severe throat problem >_<.. other than that though, I've been in a semi-good mood. Especially with the redsox getting a wildcard birth to the playoffs >_>.
As for real life. School is amazing, as usuall. I feel as if though i actually have friends (somewhat) now. Since all my other friends graduated ;; Although i did recieve a phone call at 12 oclock yesterday from my friend darryl.
-> Hi whatcha doing.
"Sitting at a campfire drinking beer.."
-> .. oh
wtf o_O
As for FFXI.. I hit 75 brd today, finally. (how exciting~.~)
anyways, that's it for probably a long time, like usual. If anything drastic happens, I suppose i'll post.
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wow, school this year is amazing. The people in my class are so incredible, i'm so glad to be outside of NL. Life has just been so great for the past month or so. Finally putting things back together. woot.
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[20 Aug 2005|05:54am] |
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Just had a horrible dream about Tornados and Aliens invading the earth... rofl.
I'll pass on going back to bed >_>;
Anyways, things of late have been fairly good, i would say. As radiohead would say, "Fitter, happier, and more productive" =) My brother moved out of the house yesterday, he went to college. Things should be more interesting now, huh? =x I'm actually fairly happy he's gone, we're totally different people, and because of that we fight a LOT. Hopefully i'll be going to look for a job today, and i'll buy a car soon! weee~
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I feel so alone right now.
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[20 Jul 2005|11:03am] |
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you are darkredviolet
#600B40 |
Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.
Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.
Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
| | the spacefem.com html color quiz |
still in NC, i'm getting kind of lonely out here. Tomorrow we go to the beach, then shopping on friday. Not sure what is happening saturday. kind of tired i guess, and i had a stomach ache for the past few days. meh.
anyways, be home on sunday, kind of excited about coming home soon, I am starting to miss you. *blush*
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[19 Jul 2005|12:10pm] |
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I'm sort of worried about things, maybe that's just normal.. who knows.
In other news, i'm on vacation right now with Sara. Going to the beach sometime this week in North Carolina. Going shopping today i guess, going to pick up erik something i guess, it's the least i could do. I'll be home on sunday.
If you read this, get better hun.^^; I hate to see you down.
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[30 Jul 2004|10:37pm] |
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yep this summer has been ok i guess. i met this really awesome guy named tim, we get along so well.
other than that i am in pain right now and i am tired. so i am going to bed -_-
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it's been a while since i updated.
nothing really has been happening. I missed the kaospilot show in philly. =(
the game i am playing at the moment would be FFXI. i love it.
mitch is cool.
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[08 Mar 2004|07:38pm] |
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Halo tournament on sunday, i'm really stoked. I'm also pretty stoked about Otakon this year with Kyle M, Kyle K, and Sara. 2 days, July 30- August 1.
I basicly passed my History test by one point. hah, it's not very good, it will probably bring my grade down dramaticly. oh well. =I
Next weekend i might be able to see chad, i'm really hoping things happen this time. i hate having my plans canceled at the last minute. especially when it's with someone very important.
I do have a feeling that this week will go very slow, but who knows. we will see.
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awesome. today was good. school sucked, i had like a 7 page test in yerkes class, with 15 rps due tomorrow, i am on number 9.
i miss halo, and soldier of fortune, i can't wait to be able to get back onto this computer..
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i've been feeling really alone lately.
well, since forever..
but, i went to the final vincent price show, needless to say, in was wonderful and you should be jealous if you were not there.
"there are billions of us, and that's too many. Nobody knows anyone. Strangers come and violate you, strangers come and cut your heart out, strangers come and take your blood.."
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yeah, happy valentines day.
i'm sure she will like the roses.
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i'm pretty sure everybody hates me. i've been a dickhead to just about everybody. i hate having to deal with kids that have no clue where i stand, and why i am the way i am. i am ok with it though. i'm used to this whole 'being alone' bullshit. i'm sure it will get better when i move away from here and meet new people.
i don't know, this entry sucked. i have nothing to talk about. my life is so boring.
i think i'm going to go play soldier of fortune 2 for a couple hours, and try to amuse myself. goodbye.
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[05 Feb 2004|05:27pm] |
haha i found a picture of me on the internet from the evergreen terrace show i went to.
it's during stretch arm strong. it was fun.
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